Crave Part 1

by Shae Sanders

But I’d have to watch him about that, because old-school can easily morph into something toxic.

“Well, we’re attracted to you. You’re attracted to us. In the interest of this not becoming a problem, you would basically mess with whoever you want and none of us could feel any typa way about it.” “He sugarcoating,” Angelo said. “It would entail you fucking whoever you want whenever you want and we’d all be cool with it. Nobody catching feelings or getting jealous and shit.”

Looming doom…my gosh

This dynamic we had was working for me and I didn’t want that to change. Not to mention the fact that our unorthodox setup was just begging for judgment. As long as it was just the five of us in the house, I could pretend this was normal, and that this wasn’t an absolute train wreck in the making. But once somebody else entered the equation, I wouldn’t be able to delude myself any longer. Whenever I imagined this situation through someone else’s eyes, I saw it a lot more clearly.

This made me sad because there shouldn’t be any judgement in her being in a situation like this and she shouldn’t have to worry about how she would be viewed but alas…

“Well, technically, the line got blurred when you asked for my advice about it so you might as well just go on and erase that hoe so we can get into this, Poly Queen.” “Poly queen? You’re a mess.”

Poly Queen😂😂👏🏾👏🏾

“I like you as a person but I don’t see you that way,” I continued. “All this time, I thought you felt the same. I thought you saw me as a friend. And you’re married. Married. I would never.” His eyes darkened as he stared up at me. “So you’ll fuck three niggas at the same time but kissing a married man is where you draw the line?”

Matt, wtf idk why I was expecting you to be better than pulling some degrading shit like that on Skye.I could understand his frustrations about being lonely, horny,and jealous but to let that anger out like that on Skye shaming her was completely messed up…Such a let down🤦🏾‍♀️

“I agree that you overstepped your bounds. And at first, I didn’t think it was that big a deal. I was even gonna accept your apology and move on. Forgive and forget. But the more I thought about it, the madder I got.” She shook her head. “Matt, you got physical with me without my consent. I tried to rationalize it because that’s what women are taught to do. But fuck that. You crossed a line. And then you made it worse by basically calling me a hoe. That’s the part that hurt me the most because we talked about this and you knew I cared about what you thought of me.”

Skye getting in Matt’s ass part 1