I am not invisible no matter how deeply I feel that I am.
She is reflecting on the ways she’s hurt William. It’s easy to think that you’re invisible so there’s no way of hurting people if you are unseen or unknown or unimportant. But none of those things are actually true. And since we are seen and known and important, and hold significant roles in the lives of others, we are capable of doing harm to them even if it’s not our intention. Was it really Lucy’s fault that her daughter became ill? No. But now she’s reflecting and taking on the blame because of the blame William has now placed on her. Everyone’s a little responsible and that’s just the truth.
