“I’m scared shitless. I’m worried about what will happen when you get drafted. What will happen if I go to Italy. What happens when you find out I know nothing about healthy, caring relationships like your parents, and I make mistakes. I worry you’ll finally realize that I’m not good enough for you. And that you’ll get tired of trying to choke down my food. “But most of all, I worry I’ve destroyed the one relationship that means the most to me in the world. More than anything, I want to be with you in whatever form that takes. “I love you, LJ. With everything I have, I love you, and even
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