Sometimes, I swear to fuck Red, sometimes I want to throttle you. You're infuriating! The guilt you're carrying tonight after finding Lucas in such a state made me want to bundle you up in my arms and just let you fucking break for five goddamn seconds. But we're not in a good place yet, you'd never let me offer that sort of support. More to the point, you'd never let yourself break. Not with me, not even with Zed, I'd bet. You're carrying too damn much, though, and sooner or later it's going to crush you if you don't accept help from those who care about you.
