Honestly? I was terrified to disobey Shay at all. I had no one else. With everything that’s happened to me this year, I needed someone. I needed someone to want me, hold me, and love me. So, I gave in to his touches, his kisses, and finally started reciprocating. If I was going to be trapped like this, I might as well get something out of it. I needed the affection and love he was offering. It was either him or no one.
