I think I’m still in shock. From the moment I left Baiseen, nothing has gone to plan, and now that one thing has, I can’t let it in. If only I were further along the path, I’d be able to appreciate this experience of accomplishment. But I skip over it, too focused on what comes next. And next beyond that. Time is not on my side. I have to show more than potential now. I have to succeed.
