“Oh, it’s too much! I just can’t do it. I will probably just fail. It will probably all fall apart eventually. I’m incapable. I’m a burden. No one wants to help me. I’m an inconvenience. God doesn’t care about me. Just leave me. Abandon hope. God won’t help me. I’m dead weight. It’s impossible. The odds are too against me. I shouldn’t even try, there’s no point. Nothing will work. It’s hopeless. What’s the point? I can’t possibly face this. I feel nothing. I don’t care.”

