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October 30 - December 22, 2024
but Rowan made her feel … better. As if she could finally breathe after months of suffocating.
So she left Rowan in the hall. But it did not stop her from wishing she could keep him.
And the sound of it, that name that had once been a promise to the world, the name she had spat on and defiled, the name she did not deserve …
The world was full of screaming and wailing, so loud she drowned in it.
When the final note finished, the conductor turned to the crowd, the musicians standing with him. As one, they looked to the boxes, to all those jewels bought with the blood of a continent. And without a word, without a bow or another gesture, they walked off the stage. The next morning, by royal decree, the theater was shut down. No one saw those musicians or their conductor again.
She had lied to him. She had wanted to save lives, yes. But she had gone out there with no intention of saving her own.
Then the process of taking her fear and guilt and despair and twisting them into something new. Then the hate—the hate that had rebuilt her, the rage that had fueled her, smothering the memories she buried in a grave within her heart and never let out.
She was their queen, and she could offer them nothing less.
She knew it would work. She had suspected it for some time now. They were carranam. He had come for her.
“I have never told anyone this story. No one in the world knows it. But it’s mine,” she said, blinking past the burning in her eyes, “and it’s time for me to tell it.” Rowan leaned back on the rock, bracing his palms behind him. “Once upon a time,” she said to him, to the world, to herself, “in a land long since burned to ash, there lived a young princess who loved her kingdom … very much.”
It was a message to the world. Aelin was a warrior, able to fight with blade or magic. And she was done with hiding.
Dorian might have found it funny—so typically Celaena to make such a flamboyant return—
When Celaena got back, when she returned as she’d sworn she would … Then they would set about changing the world together.
“Not for all the world, Aelin? But what about for Prince Rowan?”
She knew the gold in her eyes had shifted to flame, because when she looked to Maeve, the queen’s face had gone bone-white. And then Celaena set the world on fire.
“Behold my power, Maeve. Behold what I grapple with in the deep dark, what prowls under my skin.”
That was all Celaena needed to hear before she tossed the ring to Maeve, before Rowan rushed to her, his hands on her cheeks, his brow against her own.
But all she could see was the unconditional love in that dying wyvern’s eyes as she unbuckled her harness, stood from the saddle, and leapt off Abraxos.
“They have made you into monsters. Made, Manon. And we feel sorry for you.”
He could not accept that part of her, so bloodthirsty and unyielding.
He had just touched Sorscha’s limp hand when cool stone gripped his throat, there was a faint click and hiss, and the darkness swept in to tear him apart.
“I am going, Rowan. I will gather the rest of my court—our court—and then we will raise the greatest army the world has ever witnessed. I will call in every favor, every debt owed to Celaena Sardothien, to my parents, to my bloodline. And then …” She looked toward the sea, toward home. “And then I am going to rattle the stars.”
“It was a selfish wish, and a fool’s hope.” She read the rest of it in his eyes. But it came true.
She lifted her face to the stars. She was Aelin Ashryver Galathynius, heir of two mighty bloodlines, protector of a once-glorious people, and Queen of Terrasen. She was Aelin Ashryver Galathynius—and she would not be afraid.
Black for death; black for his two Wyrdkeys; black for the Valg demons he was now using to build himself an unstoppable army.
Aelin had given herself a day at sea to rest and to miss Rowan. With the blood oath now eternally binding her to the Fae Prince—and him to her—his absence was like a phantom limb. She still felt that way, even when she had so much to do, even though missing her carranam was useless and he’d no doubt kick her ass for it.
She wished Rowan were beside her, wished she could smell his pine-and-snow scent and know that no matter what news Arobynn bore, no matter how it shattered her, the Fae warrior would be there to help put the pieces back together.
By the time the copper thudded on the table, the wyvern glinting in the dim light, Aelin Galathynius was ready for bloodshed.
As she’d hacked her way through body after body, she wondered if he’d even realized that this entire evening had been a test for him as well, and that she’d brought those men right to the Vaults. She wondered how furious he would be when he discovered what was left of the pleasure hall that had brought him so much money.

