A Certain Hunger
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Deuce couldn’t cope with a homunculus pawing at her parts, so I couldn’t write.
Brittney
...wow that must of been so hard for you
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The only people to whom a lifestyle comes naturally are the very rich or the exceptionally famous. Everyone else is just trying to hardscrabble an existence about which they don’t feel an unendurable level of shame.
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“You were never my favorite.”
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Brother this book is pissing me off
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Got me
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The animal has to be checked after it’s been shekhted.
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I feel like this knowledge makes it obvious its you
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I finger-painted. I drew pentagrams and vague goat heads, triangles and anarchist “A”
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I guess girl
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When the meat was frozen solid, I plopped these bricks into my purse,
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How you get that through customs
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People will believe what they want to believe, and what Italians want to believe is that Americans are boorish, ill-behaved louts whose perennial sweatpants are the least offensive things about them.
Brittney
This is why they hate us
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done so much for so little money and been so soundly ignored by so many.
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Every decade, every year, and sometimes every month, I see my money, my life, and my work devalued.
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fall in love with Guy Fieri
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I know thats right
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That’s a line I can’t cross.
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Oh thats where the line is...ok girl
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I miss the days when my work—my words—mattered,
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I killed him, I wanted to tell her.
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I think id have to tell one of my besties
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parts of my body where guilt
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Meanwhile my shoulders are tense as fuck for what
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I waited weeks after my meeting with Detective Wasserman in Suffolk County before I was arrested;
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What was it that they nailed you on
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Emma, I thought, had to die so that I could live.
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Maam
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Our female friends, the close ones, are the mini-breaks we take from the totalitarian work it requires to keep up the performance of being female.
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Emma was alive and well, but I was cooked. A man’s voice rang, succinct and rapid-fire with authority. “Hands in the air or we’ll shoot!”
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Emma’s building had installed a silent alarm, trip-wired to activate if the porter’s door opened before anyone keyed in the code.
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receipt,
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thinking she had betrayed me, I betrayed myself.
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“Perhaps. I can’t say for certain.”
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She better than me cause if someone tried to kill me even if its my friend i aint doin that
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We can forgive any number of men murdering their wives and girlfriends. But we have a hard time extending the same compassion to women who kill their husbands and boyfriends, even though women have many more reasons to be driven to it.
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Brittney
How is that more intimate than sex
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chicken parmesan with pasta Alfredo, ice cream, two milkshakes,
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Hell ya i know thats right
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Without Alex, I would not be here, neither on the page nor in prison.
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Girl....ok
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Marry me.”
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Brother i am so confused
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“No,” I said. “I’m sorry, but I can’t.”
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You are literally the worst
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Baked Alaska—
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Ive never had it
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“Dolls,” it read, “you told me everything. I said nothing, and I never will. Love you to the end, Emma.”
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Thats crazy