“Could-haves and should-haves are the hardest parts of hindsight.” I met his eyes and gave a nod. “They sure are. Sorry for making you dredge up all this stuff. I’m still trying to get used to it. I half expect the phone to ring any minute and to hear his voice.” “And you will for a while.” “Does it get any easier?” He didn’t answer for a bit. “Not really. You just learn how to live with it.”

