Beyond the Roses

by Monica James

I didn’t mean to fall in love with you. Every time I pushed, you pushed back twice as hard. Every time I tried to stay away, I found myself wanting you more and more. You challenged me, you tested me, and I fell completely and irrevocably under your spell. You have given me something to live for. It may be in vain, but it was nice while it lasted. I shouldn’t be here for so many reasons, but I can’t stay away from you.”

“You thought I was your strength…but the truth is…you were mine.”

“You’re going to heal. You’re going to grow strong. You’re going to make a beautiful wife and be an amazing mother. That’s all I want for you. That’s why I pushed you. The greatest gift you can give me is to…live.”

“Because…you gave me your heart…and now…it’s time I gave you mine.” And

Roman has given me so much to remember, and these memories will tell my story long after I’m gone. I collect each one and fold them deep inside my heart, so whenever Roman is lonesome, he can unlock each one, remembering the impact our love had on the world.

“Lead with your heart…and you’ll find me. Always.”