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Words die in my throat when he tilts his head and those intense eyes—one cobalt blue and the other emerald green—slice through me like a hot knife through butter. I’ve seen those haunting eyes before.
Every guy at school knew to stay the fuck away from Aspen. Not because I was jealous. But because ruining her life was the only thing that brought me any kind of satisfaction.
Because while he’s the biggest asshole on the planet…he’s also dangerously attractive. Full lips, tan skin, dark hair shaved close to the scalp, a sharp jawline that looks like the gods carved it from granite, prominent cheekbones…a stubborn chin that’s currently clenching in contempt.
But I can’t…because he’s kissing me like he just swallowed poison and I’m the antidote.
“Because I knew you’d be in pain.” A cold sweat breaks over me and a weird twist goes through my chest when his tongue darts out and he licks my tear-stained cheek. “And I wanted to see it.”
“Did you enjoy watching me get my dick sucked?” My cheeks heat. “No.” A cocky smirk pulls at his lips. “Liar.”
“I bet you wish it was your lips wrapped around my cock.”
Knox might hate me as much as I hate him…but he also wants me. And that knowledge fills me with an almost lethal dose of satisfaction.
“I know what you want…but it will never fucking happen.“
That as much as I loathe her with every fucking fiber of my being… I’m also completely fucking drawn to her. And I know deep down she feels the same. We’re like two magnets…the electrical currents running through us simultaneously repel and attract one another. I fucking hate it. Hate her.
“You threatened me.” He takes a long drag from his cigarette and exhales, blowing the smoke in my direction. “And every action has a consequence.”
I take out my phone and press the record button. “You’re gonna like sucking this big cock, aren’t you?” When he doesn’t answer, I grab the back of his head. “Tell me how much you’re gonna like sucking it.”
“To answer your question from earlier, you don’t get to fuck with Aspen because she’s mine.”
Which means the only one who gets to hurt her is me.
“Come closer, Aspen.” His voice is a rumble of smoke and ashes. “Or should I say…Ginger.”
We both know that’s a lie. There’s a thin line between hate and lust…and he walks across it like a tightrope master.
I’m almost out the door when he comes up behind me and places his arms on either side of the frame, holding it shut.
“I do want to fuck you, Stray.” His hand comes around and he squeezes my tit. “Just not the way you secretly wish I would.”
“Like I told you, every action has a consequence.” His thumb skates down the length of my spine. “Every sin has a punishment.”
“Stop staring at my dick like you want it for breakfast.”
My eyes flutter closed and I part my lips…waiting for him to kiss me. But he doesn’t. And for reasons I can’t explain…I almost need him to. “That right there.” His voice is gruff. Taunting. “That’s exactly what I wanted.”
I expect him to snatch the cupcake from me so he can eat it, but he dips his head…then runs his tongue ring across my lower lip. “It tastes sweeter than it looks,”
“The better you suck my dick…the faster it will go.” I hiss when his teeth clamp down on my nipple. “Get on your knees.”
“You look so pretty with a mouthful of cock.”
I can’t help but wonder what it would be like to see him lose control. To watch him fall apart…knowing the girl he hates is the one responsible for his pleasure.
“For a moment I believed you were enjoying sucking my dick…almost as much as you enjoyed the way I made you come at dinner.”
“You know why Leo didn’t know I made you come last night?” I flick my tongue ring against her swollen clit and she moans around my cock. “Because he’s never done it before.”
“He doesn’t have a clue how you look when you come.”
“He doesn’t know how wet your pussy gets when you’re so turned on but trying yo...
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When she does, I wrap my hand around her throat and bring my lips to her ear. “Now squat over my dick like you’re gonna fuck it.”
“Why are you doing this to me?” That’s where she’s wrong. I’m not doing it to her… I’m doing it for her.
I loved my mother more than life itself, but I really wished she’d stay the hell out of this. Because the only thing worse than him attacking me… Was when he attacked her.
Who knew monsters could be so beautiful? Then again…that’s exactly what lures you in. Beauty is an aphrodisiac that attracts everyone.
I see a small trickle of blood oozing from his neck. I must have nicked him at some point. Instinctively, I still. “I—” “Don’t stop.” He pumps his hips. “Don’t you fucking stop. Keep riding my cock like a good girl.”
“Every part of you tastes good.” Squeezing my tits in his big hands, he sucks a nipple into his hot, wet mouth. “So fucking good.”
I moan, sucking air between my teeth when he rubs my clit with his free hand. He knows exactly how I like to be touched. “That’s it. Cum on my cock like a good girl.”
And the feeling in my gut is right. Even though I don’t want it to be because somewhere along the way, I developed feelings for him…feelings that aren’t enveloped in hate. Which is stupid because he’s the last person in the world I should be falling for.
I’ve never been the jealous type, but the thought of other men watching her do this has my blood fucking boiling.
“I want to fuck you again.”
“You had your chance to do more than fuck me,” I remind him, spinning around so I can go back inside. “But you blew it.”
“Stop.” But he doesn’t. Instead, he grabs the back of my neck, turning my face up to meet his before he kisses me like I’m the air he needs to breathe in order to survive.
“Tell me you don’t want this.” “I don’t want to want this,”
I can’t tell him that he drives me crazy and he’s a psychopath, but I feel like he’s the only one on this earth who actually gets me.
I’m dozing off when I hear him grunt, “Fine.” I stir as sleep claims my body and I fall into a slumber. “Huh?” His lips find the shell of my ear, causing little shivers to run up and down my spine. “I want you.”
“She was sucking me off and I accidently said your name instead of hers.”
Because if you’re going to keep a wild animal in a trap and taunt it with its favorite toy... You better make damn sure they don’t end up loving that toy more than they fear you.
“I couldn’t save her, but I can save you.” Placing his hand on mine, he wretches the fabric from my grasp. “It’s time for you to go, Stray.”
Aspen’s in my system. Pumping through my veins like sweet poison and surrounding the empty spaces of my cold, black heart. She’s in my head—like a whisper in the dark I can’t ignore. She’s in my soul—like a siren I can’t run away from. She’s the feeling in my chest I’ve never experienced before, but would kill to hold on to forever. She’s the home I never had.
“More. Show me every part of that wet pussy so I can eat it all.”
“Fuck my face,” he rasps before his serpent tongue goes back to licking me.