I said it before and I’ll say it again: I loved you when I met you, I love you now, and I love you in the future tense. Even gone from this world, I will love you, and I want that love to echo back and forth through time, till it finds you in every moment. I want you to remember me from tonight. I felt clear tonight. I felt good. (The wine didn’t hurt.) It felt good to be with you this last time. I’m sorry it’s like this. But I know if I wait, I’ll do something untoward. And I can’t have that. I can’t have that being the memory of me you keep. Don’t worry about where I’m going. I’ve always
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