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Fiona Miers
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July 3 - July 3, 2023
Abigail frowned. “That is not similar to a courtship at all. You merely wish to use me for your own amusement when it suits you. And when the summer concludes, you will discard me when you return to London. As you did with Lady Catherine, before you came here to Weymouth.” James’s jaw clenched and he shook his head. “You do not know that woman in the least, and yet you take her word as the truth over mine.” “I saw the pain and rejection in her eyes. I saw the self-loathing and heartache that comes with being thrown to the side by someone who had promised them the world. I have lived those
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James glared at his brother. “I cannot give her that, whether she desires it or not!” “That is nonsense. For once in your life, James, choose love over fear.” Fear? James opened his mouth to respond, but nothing came out. His brother’s words rang with a little too much truth, and he didn’t have a single response.
Simply because you have been through a dark time in your life, does not mean you are incapable of loving someone, brother. It also does not make you unworthy of her love.”
“I sincerely apologise for arriving at your home at this hour without prior notice, but if I had given word of my arrival, you would have sent me away.” “Perhaps,” she answered. “But it would be deserved in my opinion. Do you not agree?” “I am a very proud man, Abigail—” “You and all the men in the world.” “I did not come here to provoke you.”
“I am sorry, James. I cannot accept.” “What? Why?” James rose to his feet. “I cannot accept your offer because I am not certain whether it is what I want. I had been blinded by infatuation for you, only to be left heartbroken and empty.” “If you give me a chance, I vow that I will show you how sorry I am. Words cannot adequately express how much you mean to me, Abigail. I would go to the ends of the earth to ensure—” “There is no need for that, James,” Abigail said, raising her hand up to silence him. “I think it is best if you leave now.” His words were not enough. Not after how he’d already
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Now he found himself at the secluded beach where he had been when the summer began, but without any direction whatsoever. He had hoped Weymouth would inspire him to change the route in which his life was headed. Now he found himself in what appeared to be the same place, if not further away from where he had started. It was truly his own fault, he had come to realise. He could no longer blame it on anyone else. He was in control of his life. He made the decisions, and it was because of those decisions that he was once again faced with a bone-deep loneliness.
James reached out his hand as well and their fingers touched lightly. “It was never my intention to hurt you, Abigail. I was afraid of my own feelings. It was only when Thomas shouted at me that I realised I had been afraid. I loved you from the moment I saw you in the water, after rescuing your mother. After that day I have never been the same, and it is all thanks to you. When I returned from the war, I tried to fall back into my old ways. I dismissed you for being worried when Catherine approached you. I lied about my past with her and pretended I didn’t know her. That lie bothered me, and
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