The nerves were back. Totally unrelated to Mr. Bennington and all about my other reason for being in this state. Item number two on the list. I fingered the spines of a few old books. Stop thinking about that party. Do something about it instead. I was fucking trying, wasn’t I? Los Angeles had a big gay community. Before I left, I’d go to a gay bar and see if I really was into guys.
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