I feel like it just ripped the rug right out from under me, and everything I believed in, and everything I thought I knew. Everything I worked for my entire life was taken away. I try to accept it or get over it, but it’s a huge part of me every day. I don’t understand a person being in a position in life where you could say, “I don’t want someone who loves me to come close to me.” How can you say, “I have enough love in my life, so I don’t need you