eventually I would see them at a party and we wouldn’t even say hi to each other. It didn’t bother me. So my second realization was that I would rather be lonely than be friends with non-friends. Losing friends is hard, but losing fake friends, as it turns out, is pretty damn easy.
But if they were never really "fake friends," then Making & her own insecurities/discomfort just threw their friendship away & created her (Kalin's) own dark cave of loneliness.