“At no point was my secret end goal to get all this money and buy a mansion,” she says. “It was: ‘I will be dead. I will be dead by twenty-eight. I’m not going to live very long. I’m going to run this into the ground. I’m going to explode this, because there’s no other way it’ll survive. The only thing that’s going to keep us going is this constant inertia and constant momentum.’ That’s it. Just run it into the fucking ground, and I’d rather have the explosion.”
