If I could just catch my breath I could fix this. I could stop before I made a huge mistake. I could stop before I ruined us. This is why I had always feared my feelings for her. She was too good. I was too wrong. I didn’t deserve her. I didn’t have it in me to do flowers and commitment. I have always known who I am. Oh, but I want to do flowers with her. She deserves that kind of love. I want to be that person for her. But I just don’t know if I can. I’ll just end up a disappointment, like my dad was to my mom. The men in my family are quick to fail the women that they claim to
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