Our Way

by T.L. Swan

“Eliza has a friend that was a vegetarian.” Nathan smiles sweetly. “Recently converted to a carnivore and is apparently starving.”

“You’re going to end up being just another pussy on his phone, being shown to other women when he picks them up to fuck them,”

LOL

“The sex. How the fuck do you suddenly start liking women at the age of thirty-four?”

If dicks did sport, I’m positive his would be an elite athlete.

“You just opened my eyes.”

I am annoyed that Eliza keeps finding ways for Nathan not to truly love her. He needs to explain to her how his therapist described what he’s going through. That Robert was the only love he knew and so he stuck with what he knew - MEN.

My eyes fill with tears, and when he sees them, something changes in his demeanour. A feeling runs between us. Animosity. He slams in hard, and I wince. He’s angry, and I scrunch up my face as he gives it to me hard. He’s angry that I’m making him do this… that he has to go through with the betrayal. I scrunch my eyes shut as he fucks me. There’s no emotion. There’s no love. He’s shut down—blocked me out. He’s thinking about someone else. This is a seminal transfusion. He slams me one, two, three times, and he holds himself deep.

She is annoying. I cannot deal with her at this point. I need her to shut up and be there for him.

“Burnout is the experience of physical, emotional, and mental exhaustion, often caused by long-term involvement in emotionally demanding situations.”