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But you are the only one in this town who does not fear me. And I reward such valor.”
Above the desk, shelves lined the wall, burdened with leather-bound spell books, stacks of paper, jars brimming with crushed flowers and salt crystals and swan quills, ornate ink pots, cast-iron spoons with jewels embedded in the handles, silver bowls nestled into each other, a potted fern whose wilting leaves dangled like unrequited love.
My dimples I had stolen from my mother, and I knew my father softened at the sight. “It means I hear you, Papa.”
Depending on what energy force the magicians preferred to cast with, we needed things like food, drink, sleep, good company, books, art, music, and solitude to refill, or risked burning ourselves into oblivion.
My face warmed when I saw him holding my drawings, these intimate pieces of my heart. He paused to study one, transfixed, and I snatched it from his hands.
And I wondered what sort of things would haunt my sleep, if I ever gave my mind and heart the chance to dream.
My mother studied metamara and used its whimsy on the stage, captivating audiences as she transformed one thing into another. She believed magic should be fun and entertaining, and my father, with his rigid avertana opinions, believed magic should only be used in logical, practical ways. As a means to guard and defend others.
I buried my opinions, but I was angry. At him, at the Vespers. At myself for losing a challenge I should have easily triumphed. And the anger smoldered in me like a star.
Wanted—a warden partner for Phelan Vesper, with the territory of 1 Auberon Street to 36 Yewborne Street. All magicians are welcome to audition, and interviews will be held from eight o’clock in the morning until noontide at the Luminous Society Museum in Old Village, on Wednesday next. Contact Mr. Vesper for more details.
“I think you are rather brilliant. And you’re not here by mistake.”
“But after I beheld what you did to his clothes today . . . I do hope you will accept.” I couldn’t help but laugh, true and heartfelt, even if there was only half a heart beating within me. “Then I am one step closer in accepting the offer, Mrs. Stirling.”
“It’s mine by law, but it answers to her, I think.”
An old story came to mind, the one Imonie had told me of the woman of the mountains and her twin boys. They had been identical, often switching roles to protect each other from punishments. I wondered what it would be like to so seamlessly change places with someone, fooling friends and family alike.
“Our relationship is one built on favors and debts,” he replied, still avoiding eye contact with me. “And I swiftly learned that we don’t work well together, and I needed a different partner on the new moon nights.”
“You were perfect the way you were, Clem.”
“I’ve never dreamt,” he replied, meeting my gaze. “But then again . . . I’ve never given myself the chance to.”
I hated how his words resonated within me. I hated how his words could have been my own. I hated how they made me want to ask him more questions.
“Your eyes betray your thoughts sometimes.”
“If that is so,” Phelan said to me, his voice low with offense, “then read my eyes now. Tell me what I’m thinking.”
Madcap. Vulture.
I wondered how he would look with his hair loose, unbound.
“If you think I’m kind, then I’ve fooled you,” he said tersely. Shocked by his admission, I watched the rain drip from his top hat. “I’m no better than all the other nobles at court, and all of us play a game, Miss Neven.”
Phelan is destined to become one of the greatest magicians in Endellion, and I am pleased to know that he has found a good match.”
He bowed his head in acknowledgment, and I sensed the deceit as if it were a diamond hanging from his neck, sparkling with each of his unsteady breaths, giving him away.
And I was beginning to think he knew I was lying, too.
Mazarine had once been the spymistress of the mountain duchy. She was one of the seven cursed, which meant she could not die, nor could she dream. And if she could not dream, surely my father would have known. All this time, a wraith from Seren had been living beneath his watch, in our town. And he had never said a word about it.
I sensed the visitor’s presence, like a winter shadow had fallen over the table.
Dreams are missing from the book of nightmares.”
“The whole purpose of us taking Hereswith was to find the dreamless sleeper.
The sound of him speaking my name was like an unexpected kiss on the mouth.