I’m tired of living without really living. I’m tired of wanting things. We can’t have a lot of things. But we could have this.
Will has really awoken this feeling in Stella. For the first half of this story, we see her organizing her med cart and making lists, and “living without really living.” Will has shown her that there’s more than just THAT. That taking these meds and doing the treatments is important so you CAN go out and live. So that you can do more than just want things, and instead actually EXPERIENCE them.
They both know that they can’t have a lot of things. They both know they’ve missed out on so many things. Trips to Cabo, and time with friends, and plenty of everyday stuff that we all take for granted.
Stella is putting her foot down here. She’s no longer just going through the motions. She no longer wants to just want. She wants to actually experience.
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