We Begin at the End

by Chris Whitaker

None of us are any one thing. We’re just a collection of the best and worst things we’ve done.

“I rise above the farmhouse and see slates and green, the gutter of leaves that remind me of fall and seasons that change no matter who dies. I am high in the sky and Montana is a footnote, patchwork fields stitched by tractors like ants, people that bob like they are drowning in ordinary. “The ocean is endless but I see its end. I see the earth, the curves are tomorrow but it won’t turn. I see clouds that hold sky, a sunset in the desert and a rise over metals. Before long I am darkness and stars and their moons. The world is a nothing, so small I raise a finger and hide it. I am the God I don’t believe in. I am big enough to stop the bad men.”