Anger is not a graceful emotion. I’ve never gotten mad and been like, I’m glad I behaved like that! I feel weird about it every time. Usually, knowing how weird I’m going to feel is enough to restrain me. But sometimes there’s just so much of it, and it isn’t going away, and you’re tired, and you start to think, Hey… maybe this isn’t such a bad thing… maybe I WANT this… And then you get to see what the worst part of you looks like.

