April 19, 1938: I said [to Jean]: “We cannot fall in love because we do not trust each other. We are like two magicians who know each other’s tricks. You are Don Juan and you remind me of my father. You want to be loved. And I want to be loved, and I feel distrust of you. I know you are fluid, vaporous, treacherous. […] For people who are twins, there is always a curse on their love.”
