September 2, 1933:[63] Mort.[64] Like my page after Nestor’s visit when I hear Gustavo say I am my Papa’s only real adventure! I wanted to die with joy. But oh, the tragedy, the tragedy in this love. Death. Age. Papa amazed at the unexpected return of his amazing puissance. At fifty-four possessing me twice without pause, three times a day. But the horror in me when he observes this miracle and becomes thoughtful. “When there will be no more of this, and you will still be young…and you so ardent. Did you know that at my age I should only make love once a week? And see what you do to me—I
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