Loving words should land in your heart like a pocketful of feathers fluttering about but then settle you as the truth of love settles in. But when words land with more of a thud, you wonder, Is this true? Do you mean what you’re saying? Over time that confusion made me wonder, Am I sane? Are you sane? What I’m hearing from you should make me feel so loved and safe. But what I’m feeling on the inside