And I wished more than anything that I didn’t have so much of my father in me. If I hadn’t, if I’d been stronger and more willing to make up my own mind and stick to my convictions then maybe none of the things that had pushed Roxy away from me would have taken place. Maybe she never would have said no to me when we’d had our Divine Moment and I wouldn’t have deserved all of the shit the stars were sending my way now.

