I love Messiah, I do; I can’t help that or stop that. It’s a history I can’t rewrite. Even if I could, I don’t know if I would because I wouldn’t know you, Ahmeek. If I didn’t hurt with him, I wouldn’t know what it feels like to heal with you. I have a situation with Bash. It feels like I can’t help that or stop that either. I’m sorry about all of that, but none of that stops me from thinking about you. I know I don’t deserve you. I don’t, because I’m wasting you, but every day, I think about you. Every day, I dream about you. Every other man that you think I put over you has created storms in
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