Do You Want Me? (This Love Hurts, #0.5)

by W. Winters

He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you. ~Friedrich Nietzsche

It’s an undeniable feeling when you miss someone you know you shouldn’t.

I did always love him. There wasn’t a moment that I didn’t love him. He knows that. He has to know that I still love him; we just simply couldn’t be together. We decided. We decided together. “You said you’d let me go,” I whisper, speaking over my strangled breaths. My gaze never leaves his, even as tears prick my eyes. Not until he answers me. “I changed my mind.”

My JD and a story about the first case I ever won, which was published in the town’s paper. Six years ago I had so much more energy than I do now.

And in those, I’m just as guilty as he was. Not in the beginning. Not until I realized…

I’m such a prick for leading her on. But damn do I love to be wanted by her. To be so obviously desired, it makes me feel in ways I’ve never felt before.

We had an unspoken deal. “Had” being the operative word. I now have something I truly desire and no reason not to take it.

I’ve never wanted anything or anyone like I want her and the sick part of me knows it’s because Cody pursued her. It’s a jealousy I haven’t been able to kick.

There was an unspoken deal, a bit of camaraderie between us. I’m not the one who changed things. What happens next is his fault, his doing. Not mine.