“My life is full of these tiny, unimportant challenges. I know that I can achieve something great if I was ever put to the test, but it feels like I’m being left out. It just…I feel that I am constantly preoccupied with the thought of being inadequate. At the same time, I can’t be by myself. I know that I need to be, but I am scared to be. The moment I come close to feeling like I am getting there, I latch on to whatever is closest, no matter if it hurts me or not. Maybe I’m simply undeserving. At the same time I am afraid to be normal and not do anything about it. I want my moment, but I fear
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