I don’t remember much about Ryan, as I didn’t know him that well, but I do remember feeling really jealous of him. He seemed to have it all, and people talked about him like he was a unicorn. I wish instead of being jealous of him, I had tried harder to be his friend and had been humble enough to learn from him. He seemed to have the secret sauce of what it took to be good at everything, but it also makes me wonder what he struggled with. Knowing what I know now, I know that it can be lonely when people assume you have it all together. Wherever he is, I hope Ryan is kicking ass at life and
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