all of a sudden, the time had come, and I was completely frozen by the fact that I was not ready. How the hell was I supposed to parent a child and not mess them up when I still felt so messed up? How the hell was I supposed to parent a child when, in so many ways, I still felt like a child myself? How the hell could I ever be enough of a dad when I didn’t even feel like I was enough of a man?
