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Freya Marske
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February 1 - February 10, 2024
You’re either born with magic or you aren’t.”
“Unbusheling. A revelation of magic.”
Edwin didn’t deal well with most people.
Nobody had ever looked at any of Edwin’s spells like that.
The implication that Edwin was never going to be good for anything else.
Robin felt like he was viewing a page from a book on exotic creatures, demonstrating how the patterns of their hides allowed them to blend into their surroundings. Edwin stood near the centre of the library floor, shirtsleeves rolled to mid-forearm, one hand turning the page of a thick book splayed open on a table while the other scratched at the back of his neck. Looking at him, Robin realised that before this moment he’d never seen Edwin Courcey look even the slightest bit comfortable.
“When I was twelve I spent an entire summer coming up with my own tables of classification based on subject matter. I’ve had to expand the system several times since then.” He glanced around. “Luckily one can just keep adding more numbers. An alphabetisation charm is—well, more complicated than you’d think, the notation takes up half a page. But it’s been designed. It’s easy to implement. It’s just not sensible for a reference library. Where did you study?”
“Remind me not to make an enemy of you, Edwin Courcey,” he said, smiling to show he meant no sting. “I think yours is probably the kind of brain that could run a country.” Edwin wasn’t smiling, but something about the way he ducked his head suggested that he was pleased, and not sure how to handle being pleased.
He’d felt like that a good handful of times at school—at university—and for the most part he’d known to avoid those boys and those men. Even when it was mutual, attraction didn’t conjure respect from nowhere. Where contempt existed, attraction could even deepen it.
“I’m collecting near-death experiences, me,” said Robin. “Though I am giving serious thought to that suggestion about hitting you in the face.”
“Of course I’m on your side. You complicated my life,” Robin said warmly. “You woke me up. You’re incredibly brave. You’re not kind, but you care, deeply. And I think you know how much I want you, in whatever way I can have you.”
Edwin closed his eyes. “You could still hurt me,” he said. “But I do think you’d somehow manage to tear your own arm off before you did it on purpose.” His tone walked a tightrope between disapproval and wonder. “And I’m sick to death of being afraid, and I want you. Enough to risk it. More than enough. You make me feel like something—extraordinary.”
Of course I’m on your side, Robin thought numbly. I’m yours.

