The Sun Will Rise and So Will We

by Jennae Cecelia

I am afraid that I will let people down. I am the trunk supporting everyone’s branches and I don’t know how to stay standing.

Im gonna cry

The goodbyes weren’t said. The I’ll miss you hugs weren’t given. Because things stopped without my permission. So here I am, saying it in a whisper from afar, but it is screaming in my head. I love you. I’ll miss you. This isn’t goodbye though. It is a new beginning. Not an end.

You are there for me, whether sunrays or raindrops linger on my face. Into your arms as I rise or fall. You are my safe place.

I want this so badly it pains my heart not to

There is nothing wrong with the seeds you are planting. You are just in an environment that doesn’t encourage growth. It is time to move somewhere you can fully bloom as yourself.

I cant escape this environment Its not up to me to move my seeds But the people who first planted them