“I feel like they have these expectations for me and I’m failing at meeting any of them. It’s like they expect me to be a sort of person, to act a certain way...and I don’t mean that in a bad way. They’re not pressuring me into anything. But I feel like I’m letting them down day after day. “I feel like they don’t know me anymore, and it’s all my fault. Because I don’t let them in, I don’t tell them anything. And I can’t...not really. I mean, I’m still trying to figure out who I am, trying to understand the person I want to be. And with each day I fear that the person I choose to be won’t be
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