“I do love you. I always have. But I was jealous of you. I know it’s an ugly thing to admit. I know I’m not supposed to tell you. But it’s the truth. And I resented you because your life turned out so much better than mine. I want you to know I’m sorry about that. I’m sorry about Tristan. I’m sorry about all the things I’ve done to let you down. I guess there’s a lot of them. But you should know, you let me down, too.”

