“He never meant to hurt you, he’s so sorry he did. But I lost him because of what I did, and now I fear I’ll never find someone I love as much as him. I don’t want to find someone. I can’t explain it, Cat, but he’s just … he’s it. I’m scared out of my mind about how much I love him, and at the same time, I want to rip my hair out because I’m the one who fucked it up.”
