out. I didn't know what to do, which was why first days at jobs universally sucked. You didn't know where to go, who to see, what the routine was, what the manager looked like, who's cool and who's not. They didn't know you either, so you had no choice but to stand there like a wide-eyed dumbass waiting for someone else to make the first move. My stomach churned. Total reminder of why job hunting blew: You stick to it long enough, you'll actually get a new job.