Winter Garden

by Kristin Hannah

Sometimes a thing was its truest self when the colors were stripped away.

Words were like pennies, fallen into corners and down the cracks, not worth the effort of collecting.

a bit of gold found in the dirty road of her life.

She’d lost too much of herself in parenthood to simply go back to who she’d been before.

choice changed the road you were on and it was too easy to end up going in the wrong direction. Sometimes, settling down was just plain settling.

“We women make choices for others, not for ourselves, and when we are mothers, we . . . bear what we must for our children. You will protect them. It will hurt you; it will hurt them. Your job is to hide that your heart is breaking and do what they need you to do.”

“To those who are here, those who are gone, and those who are lost.” She clinked her glass against Mom’s.

You couldn’t control the direction of your family any more than you could stop the continental shelf from breaking apart. All you could do was hold on for the ride.

She’d been hiding behind the camera, looking through glass, trying to find herself. But how could she? How could any woman know her own story until she knew her mother’s?

life—and love—can be gone any second. When you had it, you needed to hang on with all your strength and savor every second.

And maybe that was how it was supposed to be, how life unfolded when you lived it long enough. Joy and sadness were part of the package; the trick, perhaps, was to let yourself feel all of it, but to hold on to the joy just a little more tightly because you never knew when a strong heart could just give out.