“Hi, Rebekah. I was sitting at that table over there,” she points to a spot across the room, “and I felt God put it on my heart to pray for you. Could I pray for your healing to be able to walk?” Her smile is steady and sweet, and my head explodes with the word “No.” No. No. No, no, no, I do not want you to pray for my healing. As if my “happy ending” won’t come until I move from place to place with legs instead of wheels? Lydia can see the effects of childhood cancer on my incapacitated legs, but she can’t see anything else.