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To my BFF Frank, I couldn't do any of this without you! Thank you for your continued love and support!
this would be a nice addition to the book. There are a lot of characters to keep track of.
DRAMATIS PERSONAE:
Cat Macri
Cat's children
Deana (age 13, the oldest)
Justin
Mishelle
Alex Ryan nee Macri (Age 33)
Tori Macri
Tori's children
Lindsey
Seth
Shawn (2nd youngest)
Derek (the youngest)
Found children
Charles (Age 12?)
Jasmine
Marissa (Age 12)
Ben Wolf (Age Early 40s?)
Alex tried a couple of dating apps and did meet a few guys that way. But most of them turned out to be older, fatter, balder, or poorer than what they posted online. She eventually gave up, deciding it was preferable to remain single rather than settle for someone who couldn't be trusted to tell the truth.
Which always amazes me. Do these guys actually think that women won't notice, or won't care, about the discrepency?
Matt loved her, or at least she thought he did. He rarely said it. He tried his best to make her happy though. What more could she require of a man? She loved him too, but not with the same intense passion they wrote about in the romance novels she favored. Still, the feeling was strong and constant
I think successful marriages have less to do with passionate love than they have to do with both parties (or all parties, in the cases of polygamous/polyandrous/group) in the marriage putting effort into maintaining their relationship(s) with one another.
If hell existed, she hoped there was a special place reserved for politicians and scientists who created and wielded the implements of mankind's destruction.
To be fair, it is the military-industrial complex that has created the situaion of funding for research being more available for weaponizing knowledge and technology. The politicians enable it by bowing to the industrial PACs.
the suitcases were too cumbersome to take across the river, but the food…that they had to have! She paused a moment trying to figure out how they'd manage that. There was a cooler full of chicken, hot dogs, hamburgers, and other perishables in the carrier, plus three grocery bags full of canned goods, breakfast cereals, and snacks. How could she ever hope to get it all across?
The cans will be useful for making oil lamps, serving bowls, cups, etc. once they are emptied of food. They could even be used to boil water to sanitize it of pathogens.
She knew for a fact there was Queen Anne's lace here. The white wildflower could be found in abundance in clearings throughout the region. She'd read someplace that it was nothing more than a wild carrot, its pale root edible. It wasn't elegant fare, but until the snow and cold froze the ground, it would keep them alive.
It would take a dozen plants to equate to one good sized carrot; additionally many people would easily confuse Queen Anne's Lace with Water Hemlock, which is deadly poisonous.
Not wasting any time, she quickly grabbed two packs down from the wall. They were heavy, obviously containing something, but she couldn't take the time to see what. She hurried back to the door, filling her lungs with fresh air as she laid the packs carefully on the ground. She entered again, this time going directly to the open boxes. One was filled to bursting with blister packs of fishhooks, another small packets of silver plastic sheeting called space blankets. Most of it was fishing equipment: line, sinkers, bobbers, lures, artificial bait. There were several collapsible telescopic
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Alex picked up several cans of Spam®, along with tuna, chicken, hash, deviled ham, Vienna sausages, beef stew, ravioli, and chili. Boxes of mac and cheese, rice, pasta, and ramen noodles. A dozen bags of beef and turkey jerky. Packets of flavored rice and noodle dishes. Anything nourishing! She even dug through the goo to retrieve a couple of dented cans that she thought might be soup. With one pack filled to overflowing,
she grabbed up the empty pack and, spying trail meals hanging from a display, quickly dumped them in. She still had room to spare. Passing an overturned shelf of soap, she picked up several bars and threw them in too. Discovering large bags of popping corn perched atop what had once been the vegetable bins, Alex filled the pack to the brim, strapped the flap down, and then stuffed the side pouches with more. Small and light to carry, one bag could provide enough food for a meal for all of them. It wasn't very nutritious, but at least it would be filling, quiet their hunger for a while. All she
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Just as she was getting ready to leave, she noticed a smashed, glass display case beneath the register. It contained an assortment of knives and axes. Certain she could make good use of them, Alex reached in and selected four large hatchets, sticking them in her belt. Then picked out several hunting knives, jamming them into the pockets of her jeans. Alex also scooped up four water-powered flashlights. She'd seen them advertised on TV, but had no idea how they worked.
Though the collection of volumes was small, she did find a few helpful books: one about wild edibles, another on tree identification, two on self-sufficiency and traditional skills, and a pocket-sized mountaineering survival guide. She'd been nervous, sweat pouring down her back, alarmed at every sound, as she wandered between the shelves. Alex had carted off the books without incident, but had probably overlooked several other useful ones in her haste to leave.
For example, How-to books on the use of drop spindles, crochet, and/knitting could be useful for long term survival, but in this context would be of secondary importance.
dandelion, dock, and chicory, would provide them with an occasional meal of fresh greens when other food sources grew scarce. They were all readily available in the area, but the best plant for basement gardening according to the book, pokeweed, had yet to be found anywhere in the woods.
through diligence and hard work, they'd managed to gather a substantial quantity of roots for winter. burdock, Jerusalem artichoke, Queen Anne's lace, evening primrose, and goat's beard, among others. Seeds were easier to find than roots, but harder to collect since each variety had to be kept separate from the others. Clover seeds were the most plentiful; but a half-bushel of dried blossoms only made two loaves of bread, barely enough for a meal. Goosefoot, dock, and pigweed, sometimes called amaranth, the pesky plants she'd spent years plucking out of her flowerbeds, now became desirable for
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through diligence and hard work, they'd managed to gather a substantial quantity of roots for winter. burdock, Jerusalem artichoke, Queen Anne's lace, evening primrose, and goat's beard, among others. Seeds were easier to find than roots, but harder to collect since each variety had to be kept separate from the others. Clover seeds were the most plentiful; but a half-bushel of dried blossoms only made two loaves of bread, barely enough for a meal. Goosefoot, dock, and pigweed, sometimes called amaranth, the pesky plants she'd spent years plucking out of her flowerbeds, now became desirable for
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The biggest challenge is knowing which plant is which and how to process the foodstuffs each provides. For example, knowing how to leech the tanin out of acorns to make them edible for humans is no longer common knowledge and is even less practiced.
Nut trees were everywhere: there were several varieties of hickory and oak, beech, butternut, black walnut, and hazelnut. The trick was gathering up the nuts before the squirrels got them. There were other things too: wild rose hips and red sumac cones for tart drinks and dried goldenrod, yarrow, and wild strawberry leaves for hot tea. She even collected the seeds of the Queen Anne's lace to use as sprouts.
Just are a high value food in a survival situation. They are typically high fat and high protein foods, though often difficult to shell out.
The most bountiful source of food grew beside the lakes and ponds and in the swampy wetlands. Water plants were their major source of sustenance. They gathered the seeds of the pickerel weed to make bread and mush and dug in the nearly frozen mud for cattail and arrowhead roots. They could continue harvesting the starchy tubers well into the winter, but once the ice became too thick to break they'd have to turn to their last line of defense in staving off starvation, eating tree bark.
It looked like a short cat-o'-nine-tails. A piece of wood functioned as the handle. Attached to it were 20 or so strings on whose ends were tied marble-sized stones. It was thrown at birds and small animals, momentarily stunning them and tangling around their feet or wings, rendering them incapable of escape. It sounded promising; now if it only worked!
The Inuit made such bolas for taking small game and birds; though they seldom exceeded twelve weights (sometimes carved from ivory). According to several books I've read bolas work surprisingly well for hunting geese, ducks, and swans.
There were gaps in her knowledge; so many facts to learn.
There are always gaps in any one person's knowledge. That's why we survive best in groups. One person's knowledge and skill filling one or more gaps in another's. No one can be an expert in everything. Even being moderately competent in a number of areas require diligent effort.
The only fresh meat they'd had of late was a fat, old porcupine that had made the mistake of taking a leisurely stroll on a trail where Michele and Shawn were lurking. The slow-moving creature never had a chance. They'd stunned him with a hail of rocks, then stuck him with one of their spears, finally moving in for the kill, bashing its skull with a heavy length of wood. By the time they dragged the animal back to camp, it was so battered that if not for a few remaining quills here and there, no one would have known what it was.
Religion was supposed to give solace, lift the spirit, not engender terror in the mind and heart of the believer.
No, engendering fear, terror in the minds of beleivers is the intent of the Christian religions. It's the easiest emotion to provoke which gives the holy men control over their flock of sheople.
The children had been busy collecting pine cones, birch bark, and bits of paper and yarn to make decorations for it. It surprised her how resilient the children were in the face of adversity. She fretted that there'd be nothing under the tree. But there was little she could do to remedy the situation. It wasn't that she hadn't thought about it. She had! Many times! Weighing the dangers of going out in search of trinkets and books, toys and candy. But every time she worked up her courage, she'd think back to that day at the museum and end up crying. The thought of him made her cringe. His face
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The man was/is a rapist -- but looking at Alex and his previous interaction from outside the action; he views the rape as a barter of his goods for her services.
Alex was startled when she felt something soft laid over her. She opened her eyes a crack and saw it was a thick, plaid blanket. Tears filled her eyes as she looked up to see who was there. She gasped. The piercing blue eyes, the square jaw, the stubbly beard were all too familiar. It was the same face that had haunted her nightmares since that day at the museum.
Her previous rapist has killed the four rapists who were most recently raping her and carried her home; the rescue doesn't absolve him of his previous violation.
She closed her eyes, confused and afraid. What was he doing here, so far from the museum? Had he followed her that day? Was he stalking her? The fact that he'd risked his life to save her, that he was trying to help her, didn't allay her fears any. She didn't trust him.
There was only one answer…he knew where the camp was because he'd known of its existence all along. Her nightgown grew damp with sweat. What the hell was he up to? Rescuing her? Reuniting her with her family? Those were acts of kindness and compassion. But this man was neither kind nor compassionate.
The man may be protecting what he regards as his territory and his woman in his transactional view of the world. More simply, he's called "dibs" on her.