“I’m not saying no to kids, Jonah. I do want one or two eventually—” “No, I get it.” He releases my hands to hold his up in the air in a sign of surrender. “It’s okay, Calla. Really. You’re right. It has been only a few months.” He voices these words, but his frown says something different. “I’m sorry.” “Don’t apologize.” He shakes his head. “I’m always pushing you to be honest with me about what you want. Or don’t want, in this case.” “So … What are we going to do?” A fresh wave of panic hits me as reality sets in and I look down at my abdomen. Is there a human growing inside me? “I guess”—he
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