The plan was in the water we drank, the air we breathed. It was poured into the pavement on the streets we called home. Marry a nice man, one who was a good provider, and live happily, or at least comfortably, ever after. Safe to say I’d followed the plan. I’d married a banker. Had a baby. But the plan had failed me. It left me alone huddled in a window seat with every emotion I’d refused to let myself feel seeping through my pores until the air in my bedroom was heavy with sadness and angst and confusion.