Dirty Like Seth (Dirty, #3)

by Jaine Diamond

“Did the drugs ever work for you? I mean… did you ever enjoy it?” “Yeah. Hell, yes.” It was true. It was so fucking sad, but it was true. “You always love it right before you hate it. And even when you hate it… there are moments when you truly believe you might come to love it again. Right up until it almost kills you.”

the addict’s ability to stay clean depended almost entirely on their motivation to do so.