It was as if I existed in that moment when you first open your eyes in an unfamiliar place, when it takes a second to come to and for any sort of clarity to land. Only it didn’t. I didn’t come to. I was vacant and vague, distracted and a bit confused. There was no plan. And I didn’t have the first clue about how to tell her or anyone else this, not only because I didn’t have the confidence, but I didn’t have the words. I didn’t know what was happening to me.
