the fact that everybody thinks it’s easy and I can just produce all these things like clockwork but, gee, gug, it’s taken years of practice to learn the ropes, the fact that baking cakes and pies for profit is a lot trickier than it looks, the fact that you have to have steady production and consistency, and reliable products, the fact that what I’ve done is invent a job for myself out of nothing and it still feels precarious, the fact that if you’re self-employed there aren’t many perks except privacy, the fact that I am a failure, but Leo still loves me,
