When I make a stand, I lose. I’m done battling invisible ghosts who are out to kill me. I’m tired of running a slaughter/sex house of innocents. Mostly…I’m tired of being the me that isn’t living a life for you. For us. I’ve never said in my head, more or less out loud, but I don’t want this. I don’t want anything to do with it. I want to be finished. I want to be free,”
