The Outsider (Holly Gibney #1)
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The rule was simple: when Five-O shows up, it’s time to go. Black lives matter, their parents had instructed them, but not always to Five-O.
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Oh, please call me Jon. I can’t stand Mr. Ritz. Makes me feel like a cracker.
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Lol
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Officer Wilberforce: Did you touch anything? Try the doors, maybe? Czerny: Hell no. The wife and I never missed an episode of CSI when it was on.
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Lol
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Marcy opened her mouth and what almost came out was I hope your baby dies.
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JESUS
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see this little scab on the back of my hand? He did it with his pinky nail when we shook.
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“Preliminary forensics suggests he tore the kid’s throat open with his teeth.
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Wtf
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If I don’t know you, you don’t know me.
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Thats crazy
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he wouldn’t have needed to ask in the first place. So why had he?
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He had, incredibly, begun to smile again.
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Was it possible that the monster inside him had not only killed the boy, but erased all memory of what he had done? And then… what? Filled in the blank with a detailed false history of a teachers’ conference in Cap City?
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“There’s an old saying that everyone has a double. I think Edgar Allan Poe even wrote a story about it. ‘William Wilson,’ it was called.”
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“Unstoppable force meets immovable object?”
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“Just promise me you’ll stop every once in a while and acknowledge the day, honey. It’s the only one you’ll have until tomorrow.”
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And how old are you really, Merl?” “Twelve, but I’ll be thirteen next month.”
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the answer, given with unwavering eye contact, was I did not. Ralph wanted to believe him. And could not.
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Later, Ralph would remember this little moment in the larger play. He would consider it deeply on long nights when sleep wouldn’t come: Terry helping the guy get up with his cuffed hands even as the spit ran down his cheek. Like something out of the fucking Bible.
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“Marcy,” he said. “It was Frank Peterson’s brother who did the shooting, and he would have been here no matter where we arrested Terry.”
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We bought a cantaloupe because it looked like a good cantaloupe, but when we cut it open in front of the whole town, it was full of maggots. No way for them to get in, but there they were.”
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What if the only answer to the riddle of the two Terrys is supernatural?”
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But before they overwhelmed his sight, he saw a man standing on the patio in the moonlight, one hand resting possessively on the barbecue where Fred would never grill another steak. Or maybe it wasn’t a man at all. The features were crude, as if punched into being by a blind sculptor. And the eyes were straws.
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The full horror of the last eight days broke over Ralph in a wave. The killer hadn’t been contented with taking just the boy; he’d taken the whole Peterson family. A clean sweep, as they said.
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The Tommy and Tuppence Pub and Café was on Northwoods Boulevard in Dayton, Ohio.
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That mf was there bro
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I started to feel all wrong. Like someone was watchin me.”
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“Is that everything?” Marcy asked. “Because I’m tired of this. And I’m tired of you.”
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Ok????
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“Sure,” said the man. His green tee-shirt changed to her father’s Golden Dragons game shirt,
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Wtf
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“When you say his face looked like Play-Doh, could it have been because he was burned?” She thought about it. “No. More like he wasn’t done. Not… you know…” “Not finished?” Marcy asked.
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Cancer is very poopy.”
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I almost wish we’d had kids, so I could turn them against him.”
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“You really don’t believe Terry killed the Peterson boy?” “No more than I think Heath Holmes killed those two girls,” she said. “I think it was someone else. I think it was an outsider.”
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“You—” “Hush,” he said, pointing at her. “I’m talking, and you need to understand.”
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Excuse me
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What did were the words on his fingers: CANT on the right hand, MUST on the left.
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Says the man who probably voted for Donald Trump,
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You must but you can’t.”
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“So it’s Terry all over again,” she said. “A man in two places at the same time. Because he was here, Ralph. He was.”
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“Terry Maitland didn’t murder Frank Peterson and Heath Holmes didn’t murder the Howard girls. Those murders were committed by an outsider. He uses our modern science—our modern forensics—against us, but his real weapon is our refusal to believe. We’re trained to follow the facts, and sometimes we scent him when the facts are conflicting, but we refuse to follow that scent. He knows it. He uses it.”
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He called her doppelganger ‘a harbinger of doom.’
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“The most famous case happened in 1845, at a girls’ school in Latvia. The teacher was writing on the blackboard when her exact double walked into the room, stood beside the teacher, and mimicked her every move, only without the chalk. Then she walked out. Nineteen students saw it happen. Isn’t that amazing?”
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“If this outsider exists, and if he was close to Bolton, could Bolton feel his presence?” Instead of protesting again about being asked to guess, she answered in a voice that was soft but very firm. “I’m sure of it.”
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How the man had gotten from under his bed and into the diner so fast was a mystery that Jack Hoskins didn’t care to contemplate.
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“Farnicoco? That’s the same as Holly’s El Cuco?” “Worse,” Yune said. He looked grim. “Worse even than the Man with the Sack. Farnicoco is the Hooded Man. He’s Mr. Death.”
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“There was no one in the bathroom or trying to get in there through the window, but I had a feeling—I can’t tell you how strong it was—that he was still out there, hiding and waiting for his chance.”
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Ralph stepped in front of her and fired three times, the reports deafening in the tight space. One for Howie, one for Alec, one for Yune.
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“You’re still changing, aren’t you? The projection my wife saw may have looked exactly like Claude, but the real you hasn’t caught up yet. Has it? You’re not quite there.”
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“You could leave it other ways!” she shouted back, and something else fell from the eggshell ceiling above them. “But you don’t put your thing in, do you? Is it because you’re impotent?” She raised a finger, then let it curl. “Is it is it is it?” “Shut up!”
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Yuck