definitely don’t think about how you have no consistent version of yourself because you can only construct who you are in the context of another person, that you can only be “someone” by being who you think the other person would like to have around, so you are really no one when you are by yourself because you cannot be who you yourself would like to have around, and so there is no you, and instead please just be a normal person, one single normal person, not some Ungraspable Multitude, maybe just this once, on your own birthday, please. But whose birthday did all these people come to
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